Urban Confession

I'm a person now who has lived 2 decades in this world, and at this point of time I feel like hell. Few reason for this. ·          Responsibilities ·          Doesn't want to become old ·          Guilty of still dependent on parents Yes you got the third point right. It's the guilt which is hovering in my mind. More than any thing else(including the first two points). The question of earning arises in my mind every now and then. My mind just goes the ‘Rachel' way, like what she did. Like what every one was doing. I feel abased of myself. There are few plans but there is no proper start up. I'm now full of emotion. I cannot concentrate on any where else except this. I get inspired from some one, from none other than my dad. He struggle a lot, a struggle which none could imagine. None would have lasted long. I want new venture. A life where I become role model for someone. At least for my son !!!

I was doing randomly some thing in Photoshop and I created this  Well I must say you that I wasn't actually thinking to make this but it just happened. This is the reason I'm blogging this post because many time I feel that while blogging about some thing I finally land up writing about topic which has no link with the original title. This can be handy some time but can be troublesome most of the time. Assume that while you're doing some important work and this bizarre thing happens, your boss abashes you telling you that you're fit for nothing. Some time even while driving you'll feel that you're in your own dream world with random thoughts hovering your mind. You might end up with an accident if you so not control your thoughts. For me it's creativity, that's how when a Music Composer wins Oscar and when asked “ how did you created it ?”, he'll say “ it just happened while I was thinking of some thing else ”. Strange world isn't i...

Yes you heard it right. from past few days I was thinking to quit blogging. because I realized that , No one is actually reading my blog, because he/she is actually being selfish . they read my blog so that I comment on their blog. So it being a basic WIN-WIN model. I'm really fed up with volatile traffic. Few days I get heavy traffic and on few other week I literally get zero traffic. There are many blogger who actually write better than me. so I feel theres no point in me writing any thing. I really read lot of random blogs. and thats the only reason behind me getting in to blog-O-sphere. So my readers, very few I know. Let me have some time so that I can decide to continue spending my time writing or not.

My friend wrote a very good blog where in he compares God and Infinity. I think linking good and infinity is a very good thing to do, because we as a human are unaware of both god and Infinity. But can that mean that God == Infinity I mean to say, when human will realize or even come closer to the definition of infinity, he might indeed come closer to god, or may be people might realize the effect of god But do you know that this is not going happen. Only divine souls would be able to see infinity, not techno-holic people like you and me.

Trust is a thing that a person shows to another person like, When dad throw his son in air, his son have trust on his dad that he will catch him at the end. When ever a person feels hungry, he always remembers his Mom having a trust that there might be still some thing left in the kitchen for him to eat. When a teacher says what ever crap, students still believe him saying that the teacher knows more than us. Finally, When a friend promises some thing, we trust out friend till the very end hoping that he will remember that promise and not betray us.

I kept my promise. Now let me tell you today’s incident, I was walking in the pavement. I saw a person with blood in his hand. He was not stable. I knew he needed help. What do I do??? I ran away!!! But later after taking few steps, I was feeling guilty. Guilty because I did not help him and one of my friends got killed because he was helped very late. I stopped. I turned back. I looked at him. I felt pity on him. I took my mobile and started to dial 100. But I was again scared. Then I saw a local Public booth nearby. I took one 1 rupee coin. And I dialed 100. But to my surprise some respectable citizen had already done his job. I saw a police van passing through. I was happy, and I was jumping. Not because I was going to help some one, but a person’s life has been saved by some xyz. I realized that I was changed, only because of a promise which I made to my readers. I was changed because I was blogging . In my previous pos t I was terrified by our Indian Police system, and due to a hu...

Well, to start off, let me introduced you to one fact. “ A person who is a Gay or one who is committed attract a whole lot of girls ” Initially when I saw this fact in a survey, I just mocked at it, saying that this cannot be true. Why would a girls be attracted to ‘GAYS ‘, and why committed men, don’t they want to have a successful relationship with any single available person??? But to tell you the truth guys, this really hold true. But how??? Here is the answer I know a person Named X, who is committed with a female Y. This Mr. X where ever he goes speaks with girls very kindly. It implies that every girl he speaks with, just have 3 words in their mind ‘He is gre at ‘. Though all the girls know that he is committed they still talk with him in such a way that they want to have a serious relationship with him. Be it juniors or class mates, man he rocks. Where as, look at me. I’m not very sure that if I attract a female group or not. But I can say you that I definitely attract a lot of...

This is a blog about 3 idiots. During the Semester Exams 3 idiots were allocated the same room. Room number 313 . Idiot 1: ( Standing in Queue in Block A ) Hey common guys our room is in this Block.! Idiot 2: ( Very smartly ) Hey i clearly remember that our allocated room is in MBA Block. Idiot 1: No re, it's here. See all our mates going in this block. Idiot 2: Come dude, they are wasting their time. I remember it's there. in MBA Block! Idiot 1 went with Idiot 2. And Idiot 3 has to follow them. ( After searching MBA block when class was not found ) Idiot 2 : Yaar I clearly remember this room was here. Where did it went. ? Idiot 1: Now you know why our mates were going there! ( While going in to Block A, Principal sees group of student creating mess. so he catches Idiot 3 ) Principal: Why are you creating havoc here ?? Idiot 3:  You have caught the wrong person ! Principal : You 2 boys ( Idiot 1 and 2 ) can leave. You ( Idiot 3 )  wait here. Idiot 3: Sir I have went in to a wr...

I have seen friends which everyone does, but have you ever had a best friend. ? By the way what is exactly a best Friend? Best friend are those who are there to help you whenever you need them. They are true “ Friend in need is a friend in deed ” personality. A person might have 1000’s of friend, but at unfavorable times we remember only them. A best friend is not gender based, nor its age based. After all friendship doesn’t have any criteria or protocol to follow. Trust your friend blindly. You might end up with 2 things in life. 1) You’ll discover a true and faithful friend. or 2) You’ll learn a lesson from life. There are people who say that they do not keep best friend, rather they force themselves not to believe in one. Do you know why??? These are the people who have experienced point no 2, i.e. these are the people who should have had bad experience trusting their friends. They should have betrayed to an extent that they hardly get in to a new relationship. They s...

I always used to watch cartoon network and I used to be a big cartoon fan . I still remember me sitting in front of cartoon network, Disney times (In Star and Sony) and used to watch it as how a person regularly eats his/her food. In that child hood days I was fond of fairy tales . My favourite cartoons used to be Cinderella Arabian Nights Popeye, the Sailor Man Dexter’s Lab. Scooby Show And of course The legend of ZORRO, and the list will go on I used to see Arabian Nights to admire the beauty of Jasmine , I swear she’s the most beautiful female cartoon character I have ever seen in my life . I used to dream about me as a hero who saves Jasmine from evil person.. Crazy isn’t it. And after Jasmine I used to applaud Cinderella for her beauty and her caring nature . That character used to be so humble and generous that now I feel some way or the other it has created an impact on my life. I always dreamt of having some one in my life who can be as caring and generous as Cinderella. If I ...

Recently I was having a problem in my house regarding some water leakage. So I was having a conversation with my dad. Dad: Are you free today?? Me: (As it was a holiday) Yes. Dad: Then go and find a plumber .! Me: ok ( Had to agre e). There I go finding a plumber. I was searching for my old plumber who used to repair our needs before 3 years but damn I missed his contact number some where, but hold on guys I exactly knew where his shop was. When I reached that place, I found that the shop was closed . I thought of getting his contact number from the near by shop. But on enquiry I found that he was absconding from 2 years. Ooh man why these thing happens only to me. I was hunting for plumber from location to location. On the end of the day I found none . Do you know Even My street have 5* and plus Engineers ???? (*The toll is very likely to increase because these figures are appropriate as far as my knowledge is concerned) Thing which I learn ed People have gone crazy behind Engine...

No , is just a two letter word . But it is one of the most powerful word in the language history. No is not bad how it seems to look in the first view. Some time No can be good for you which may not be the same for the third person. It can decide the way a person looks at you. A No can some time be far more better than yes. There are many pros of NO which people tend to forget. A No can give you immense pleasure and more breathing space than a normal life. You can live in your dream villa isolated from the real world for ages together. Some time it helps beak relationship. Do you know the favourite game of No is playing with fortune ?  No is an art which every one does not have.! The art of saying NO is developed by a person from their past experience, some time unknowingly. Some time No can be ignorance , some time a paradox. Ignoring No can lead to a serious consequence, which can imprint their remark in the sand of time for generation together. A yes may prove to be troublesome dea...