Urban Confession

I'm a person now who has lived 2 decades in this world, and at this point of time I feel like hell. Few reason for this. ·          Responsibilities ·          Doesn't want to become old ·          Guilty of still dependent on parents Yes you got the third point right. It's the guilt which is hovering in my mind. More than any thing else(including the first two points). The question of earning arises in my mind every now and then. My mind just goes the ‘Rachel' way, like what she did. Like what every one was doing. I feel abased of myself. There are few plans but there is no proper start up. I'm now full of emotion. I cannot concentrate on any where else except this. I get inspired from some one, from none other than my dad. He struggle a lot, a struggle which none could imagine. None would have lasted long. I want new venture. A life where I become role model for someone. At least for my son !!!

I was doing randomly some thing in Photoshop and I created this  Well I must say you that I wasn't actually thinking to make this but it just happened. This is the reason I'm blogging this post because many time I feel that while blogging about some thing I finally land up writing about topic which has no link with the original title. This can be handy some time but can be troublesome most of the time. Assume that while you're doing some important work and this bizarre thing happens, your boss abashes you telling you that you're fit for nothing. Some time even while driving you'll feel that you're in your own dream world with random thoughts hovering your mind. You might end up with an accident if you so not control your thoughts. For me it's creativity, that's how when a Music Composer wins Oscar and when asked “ how did you created it ?”, he'll say “ it just happened while I was thinking of some thing else ”. Strange world isn't i...

Ok in my previous post I have talked about quitting the Blog-O-Sphere, but   after thinking about it for a while I've decided not to do   Why???   I was reading a blog, there I found his blog having 2500 followers, he's a established blogger now. Upon reading his very old post I found that even he at some point of time thought to quit it because ‘ it was getting useless ‘.  Well Well, This story resembles mine. Ive been in blogging for a while now, and as the matter of fact even I have the same feeling. I know that with 1 follower now it's never going to be 2500 follower. But now I will not even bother if I get it or not.   You will be asking why??   This is the reason why. I always wanted to write a diary, but I never did because of fear of my secrets getting exposed ( This is such a lame excuse you see; the real reason is that I really feel lazy writing stuff. I hardly complete my college assignments and some time I make my little sister do all wor...

Yes you heard it right. from past few days I was thinking to quit blogging. because I realized that , No one is actually reading my blog, because he/she is actually being selfish . they read my blog so that I comment on their blog. So it being a basic WIN-WIN model. I'm really fed up with volatile traffic. Few days I get heavy traffic and on few other week I literally get zero traffic. There are many blogger who actually write better than me. so I feel theres no point in me writing any thing. I really read lot of random blogs. and thats the only reason behind me getting in to blog-O-sphere. So my readers, very few I know. Let me have some time so that I can decide to continue spending my time writing or not.

Well let me start with all the initial conditions to make every thing very clear. I had a Motorbike, but recently my dad sold that Bike (I just miss my bike now) to get me and my sister a Motor Scooter. You know why right, because girls can not ride a Bike. So he'll probably get us low powered 100-125 cc scooter. Well well, now coming to the point --Conditions. My dad said to go to his relatives place and hand over to them some sweets (You know this is the reason Indians are sweet loving people, every festival they tend to get a lot of sweet) I hate going to relatives place. Not because I hate them or some thing like that. But relative are a real mess to deal with. Those creepy people look at you with weird eyes, scrutinize you, and shoot you with really obvious question. Finally when some thing wrong occurs or happens they will happily complain it to your parents. Conversation between me and my dad. Please go to xyz place and give them these things No Why what us...

My friend wrote a very good blog where in he compares God and Infinity. I think linking good and infinity is a very good thing to do, because we as a human are unaware of both god and Infinity. But can that mean that God == Infinity I mean to say, when human will realize or even come closer to the definition of infinity, he might indeed come closer to god, or may be people might realize the effect of god But do you know that this is not going happen. Only divine souls would be able to see infinity, not techno-holic people like you and me.

Trust is a thing that a person shows to another person like, When dad throw his son in air, his son have trust on his dad that he will catch him at the end. When ever a person feels hungry, he always remembers his Mom having a trust that there might be still some thing left in the kitchen for him to eat. When a teacher says what ever crap, students still believe him saying that the teacher knows more than us. Finally, When a friend promises some thing, we trust out friend till the very end hoping that he will remember that promise and not betray us.